A Lesson in Trusting God

While climbing a 5.8 climb called Shark Bait, for whatever reason I thought looking down would be a good idea. Since I am terribly afraid of heights, and on a 110’ route, looking down was a terrible idea.

I was about two-thirds of the way up when I started freaking out. My blood pressure pounded in my ears, my body was quaking with adrenaline, and my heart pounding as my breathing became short and rapid. I KNEW Sally had me, I UNDERSTOOD the dynamics of belaying, I could SEE that I was anchored and safe, but I still was terrified.

I’ve Got You

I made it to the top, yet was still just as afraid of coming back down. Being lowered from a climb had never bothered me in the past. For some reason, I could not control the fact that I was hyperventilating.On the way back down I was gripping the rock face with such ferocity that I was not letting my bilayer do her job.

As I was gripping the rocks I felt God’s voice just tell me, “It’s OK, I got you.  I will get you through this. Trust me. Let Go.” Trusting and letting go resulted in a four-foot swing to the left. Yes, I was scared, but I hung onto God’s promises.

He did not promise me a life of roses, or a life of no problems. Only that He would get me through, and He did. Thanks to reliance on Him, and not my own strength, my feet made it down to the ground safely. I cannot wait to climb again …with God by my side.

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. – Isaiah 41:10

For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you. – Isaiah 41:13

Guest Author:
Stina, Rapid City SD

Bethel Assembly
Women’s Climbing Group